Make sure you are ready
2004-11-03 at 2:50 p.m.
I my virginity was stolen for me at a very yound age by someone close to my family (which I'm sure everyone understands why I don't want to go into this), but as a result I felt I needed to use sexual intercourse to make myself feel better andas a result of this I have become what I think is disgusting.
I first had consentual sex at the age of 14, which I agree with an earlier entry was way too young, and since haven't really gone too long without ending up in a bed with my at the time boyfriend, or as of late a friend who I have care about.
As a result of this, I hate myself and have wanted to kill myself many times... but, from this I am hoping that anyone reading this will use this as a guidance and refrain from sleeping with any guy. Make sure that whomever you sleep with must be someone whoyou know you love and someone willing to wait for you to be ready.
Coke - 2005-09-13
the first time, and the real first time. - 2005-07-01
Unworthy - 2005-05-11
Not a slut - 2005-03-13
Temptation - 2005-03-05
